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Freckles & Grace (Single)

by A Vast Grey Nil

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the majority of this piece was written (as well as lyrics penned and vocals tracked) in a single marathon session on october 27th, 2015. i touched on the piece occasionally every year or two before adding a few more layers in late 2020, taking a few days to mix it in march of 2021, and finally massaging that mix once more and mastering it in april of 2023.

for whatever reason, it is a strange piece of sudden anxiety and upfrontness that has stuck with me for many years, and i am relieved to let this proof of concept out of my mind for a while.

perhaps one day i will re-record a less rough version informed by this demo from the ground up.

several earlier iterations of this piece may yet be floating around the interwebs and, for the sake of funsies, i have intentions to neither sniff them out nor take them down in the wake of this somewhat more organized upload.

thanks to all of you who keep track of my sonic shenanigans -

-g

lyrics

lord, i'm a stoner
can't keep focused for the life of me
can't stay sober for the life of all that i've wasted

what

in the fuck are you fucking with me for
i don't know anymore

i owe you nothing at all
but me

damned be semblances of coherency
those shaking knees, these drunken lips,
these drunken hips,
might as well shake it off, we're only young
once

it's only fun the first time
oh, i wish i was nervous (shudder)
it only hurts the first time
that your pride isn't broken

so baby just let it break
snap in half
and maybe darling one day (perhaps)
we'll laugh ourselves together
back from pieces -

credits

released April 20, 2023
instrumentation, lyrics, and production by grant wescoat livesay.

recorded, mixed, and mastered by grant wescoat livesay above the neon staircase.

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Grant Livesay Winston Salem, North Carolina

dogged sonic diary curating hobbyist otherwise doppelgänging as producer, arranger, composer, multi-instrumentalist, lyricist, vocalist, recording engineer, vocal engineer, compiler, mixing engineer, and mastering engineer -





truth is in the shambles of i am -
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